Do you know how in Bleach when people would go near people with really high spiritual pressure, they would feel wobbly and weak and have trouble standing?
That is the effect my intelligence has on people. It's called intellectual pressure and it's a thing. When you're around me, especially in a math or physics setting, it can be difficult to function properly. You will feel mentally and physically weak.
I can't really control it. I try to be modest. I try to be humble and "keep it in my skull" so to speak. (notice how I use phrases like 'so to speak' which right off the bat should show you the extent of my intellectuosity) but it tends to bleed out.
I'm highly intellectuous af and I guess what I'm saying is that I'm not going to apologize for that. But it's not without its hardships. Do you have any idea what it's like to just "get" any job you apply for? To always be overqualified in anything you do? To virtually crush people in every argument you have? To have people just cringe and shy away from talking to you out of raw respect and unmitigated intellectual inferiority?
No. You probably don't. And if you think you do? Lol. It's just a clear sign that you don't.